All or Nothing... (I'm not perfect)

It came to me again to find the perfect words so I can create something out of nothing but it seems so damn hard because I myself is not a perfect being. Is there any chance for us human to be perfect?? Well, this is something that i heard so much. Perfection have so many terms, no matter how you see it, no matter how u call it,the word perfect does comes in a different means for different people. And when it comes to the terms of having someone in your life, when it comes to love, perfection can be very hard to get even though you've been alive long enough for your hair to turn silver.

Love happens, but a perfect love is so damn hard to get. We all have tried, but nothing seems to work out. Because when it comes to feelings, everything suddenly get upside down.. We wish we can have everything but in the end its seems like we have nothing. We will kept asking ourselves, why the hell this kind of things happened?? What is it wrong this time?? But the answer will not appears because things happens, and once it have already in your circle.. you can't find the reason why.
This is like a chapter of someone's writings. It did stated something as a reminder, for me, for you, for them, and for all of us.

"Tak perlu pandang pada kecantikan kerana semua tu sementara atau mungkin palsu. Jangan kejar kemewahan kerana ianya akan habis dan hilang juga. Jangan kejar pada nama kerana ianya sementara. Carilah seseorang yang membuatkan kita tersenyum dan susah senang bersama. Bila tiba satu ketika di dalam kehidupan apabila kita teramat rindukan seseorang sehingga kita ingin menggapainya dari mimpi kita dan memeluknya dengan sebenar. Mimpilah apa yang ingin kita mimpikan, pergilah ke mana-mana yang ingin kita tujui dan jadilah apa yang kita inginkan kerana kita hanya memiliki satu kehidupan dan satu peluang untuk melakukan semua perkara yang ingin kita lakukan."

It is a beautiful words rite?? I hope all of us can read it and understand what does it really means,because we can never know when is our time to go...Once we've gone, there is nothing we can do to change it anymore..and so we wont have to live with regrets...

*** I'm not beautiful, I don't have a great looks, I'm not that fair, I'm not rich, I don't have a great names.. I'm not perfect, but you perfected me in all the way I couldn't do myself. I wish I can have it all, but i can't because I have nothing at all. There's things that i regret, and there's things I glad it happened. Those things that I regret, I wish I can stop it.. But what should I do, I'm just a human being, and behind all that.. I'm just a loser....

p/s : Despite what have already happened. All the things I said before is nothing but the truth. And I will always hold on to it until one day, it is decided for me....

-loser's words-

Fail once but still fall over and over again..

I hope you're doing fine out there without me
'Cause I'm not doing so good without you
The things I've thought you'd never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood

So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear
And living without you, and everything I had in this world
And all that I'll ever be, it could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me

I can't take another day without you
'Cause baby, I could never make it on my own
I've been waiting so long just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong

Sorry I can't always find the words to say
But everything I've ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love and everything I had in this world
And all that I'll ever be it could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me

As the days grow long I see
That time is standing still for me
When you're not here

I'm still...
Missing a name. Missing a smile. Missing a kiss. Missing part of myself..
And as the song shows the meaning.
It will still remain the same until one day...
When you're here with me.

-loser's words-

Names one can´t forget

Today is the day I wish to think about myself. Seek both in my heart and soul, for the names of those, whose names are written in my book of life. The names of those I have now lost touch with and the names of those who are close to me every time I need them. I want to go through each page of my book and remember the names that were important in my childhood, my young years and Now.Those I no longer meet often and those I meet every time the sun rises The names of those I will always carry in my mind. Those who stood by me in hard times and those with whom I share a smile.The names of those I have hurt and those who brought a tear to my eyes. Those from whom I have learned lessons and perhaps have learned something from me. Those names are now part of my human existence. Those that are no longer here, are with me in every prayer and the names of those that came into my life for a season and then carried on their own journey are etched in my heart. I am thankful to those that at one time or other have been with me in times of sadness and loneliness. Those who have always encouraged me and lent me an ear when i had lost my way. True friendship is like the marriage of souls, sharing good times and bad times. Friendship is feeling what the other feels. It has no time, age, color or sex. It has no boundaries. It is magnanimous with the faults and enhances the the virtues of others. As I go through the pages of my book I would like every thorn to change into a bed of roses. Change tears into smiles and hugs,and change the darkest night into a shining one. Change each aching minute into a feeling of total happiness and relief. I am thankful you have let me be a part of your life story and wish I have been or I am part of yours. I am thankful for each of those names that have left a mark in my heart. Making friends is a blessing. Having a friend is a gift, being or having been your friend is an honour.

And I have a name that i wont ever forget. For all that happened, I will bury it deep in this heart of a loser so it will remain there for eternity.

-loser's words-

Complicated

"Haiii, my name is XXXX. And yours will be??"
The starts of a conversation when knowing a person always occurs in different style and situation. But the main purpose of doing so is to get to know each other. One of the hardest part to start a new relationship either in a form of a friends, lovers, foe, etc. And when everything goes well, the hardest part is to keep it still. To keep it from becoming the opposite of what the main purpose like coz this part can be thorn down or even damaged even by a simple things or a simple words. Why is it?? coz this is how humans are. Many have fallen for this kind of situation coz its not a wound from and accident will bring the most pain but its a strike at the human's heart.





















Human are pretty complicated being, but what is more complicated is their heart and behavior. Sometimes they can understand each other but in a split second everything can change. As one once said that it is hard to know someone but it's pretty damn easy to dispatch them. How i wish i can understand more about this matters but what can i say. I'm a human being after all and despite from that. I'm just a loser.

-Loser's Words-

Trust and Experiences

WHEN YOU TRUST SOMEONE TRUST HIM COMPLETELY WITHOUT
ANY DOUBT....... AT THE END YOU WOULD GET ONE OF THE TWO :
EITHER A LESSON FOR YOUR LIFE OR A VERY GOOD PERSON

What a word to show brilliantly about trust and experiences. It really does indicate how can we know a person and how to manage it in our life. But simply beyond that it just what is life about. Can't really know a person if we didn't step inside their territories and can't really be happy if we don't wanna get hurt.

-Loser's Words-

just a word

Here come my first post for this blog. It may or may not concern anything about me. As the title of this blog,its just a word. Loser's words.