Fail once but still fall over and over again..

I hope you're doing fine out there without me
'Cause I'm not doing so good without you
The things I've thought you'd never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood

So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear
And living without you, and everything I had in this world
And all that I'll ever be, it could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me

I can't take another day without you
'Cause baby, I could never make it on my own
I've been waiting so long just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong

Sorry I can't always find the words to say
But everything I've ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love and everything I had in this world
And all that I'll ever be it could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me

As the days grow long I see
That time is standing still for me
When you're not here

I'm still...
Missing a name. Missing a smile. Missing a kiss. Missing part of myself..
And as the song shows the meaning.
It will still remain the same until one day...
When you're here with me.

-loser's words-

Names one can´t forget

Today is the day I wish to think about myself. Seek both in my heart and soul, for the names of those, whose names are written in my book of life. The names of those I have now lost touch with and the names of those who are close to me every time I need them. I want to go through each page of my book and remember the names that were important in my childhood, my young years and Now.Those I no longer meet often and those I meet every time the sun rises The names of those I will always carry in my mind. Those who stood by me in hard times and those with whom I share a smile.The names of those I have hurt and those who brought a tear to my eyes. Those from whom I have learned lessons and perhaps have learned something from me. Those names are now part of my human existence. Those that are no longer here, are with me in every prayer and the names of those that came into my life for a season and then carried on their own journey are etched in my heart. I am thankful to those that at one time or other have been with me in times of sadness and loneliness. Those who have always encouraged me and lent me an ear when i had lost my way. True friendship is like the marriage of souls, sharing good times and bad times. Friendship is feeling what the other feels. It has no time, age, color or sex. It has no boundaries. It is magnanimous with the faults and enhances the the virtues of others. As I go through the pages of my book I would like every thorn to change into a bed of roses. Change tears into smiles and hugs,and change the darkest night into a shining one. Change each aching minute into a feeling of total happiness and relief. I am thankful you have let me be a part of your life story and wish I have been or I am part of yours. I am thankful for each of those names that have left a mark in my heart. Making friends is a blessing. Having a friend is a gift, being or having been your friend is an honour.

And I have a name that i wont ever forget. For all that happened, I will bury it deep in this heart of a loser so it will remain there for eternity.

-loser's words-