Friday, December 10, 2010

All or Nothing... (I'm not perfect)

It came to me again to find the perfect words so I can create something out of nothing but it seems so damn hard because I myself is not a perfect being. Is there any chance for us human to be perfect?? Well, this is something that i heard so much. Perfection have so many terms, no matter how you see it, no matter how u call it,the word perfect does comes in a different means for different people. And when it comes to the terms of having someone in your life, when it comes to love, perfection can be very hard to get even though you've been alive long enough for your hair to turn silver.

Love happens, but a perfect love is so damn hard to get. We all have tried, but nothing seems to work out. Because when it comes to feelings, everything suddenly get upside down.. We wish we can have everything but in the end its seems like we have nothing. We will kept asking ourselves, why the hell this kind of things happened?? What is it wrong this time?? But the answer will not appears because things happens, and once it have already in your circle.. you can't find the reason why.
This is like a chapter of someone's writings. It did stated something as a reminder, for me, for you, for them, and for all of us.

"Tak perlu pandang pada kecantikan kerana semua tu sementara atau mungkin palsu. Jangan kejar kemewahan kerana ianya akan habis dan hilang juga. Jangan kejar pada nama kerana ianya sementara. Carilah seseorang yang membuatkan kita tersenyum dan susah senang bersama. Bila tiba satu ketika di dalam kehidupan apabila kita teramat rindukan seseorang sehingga kita ingin menggapainya dari mimpi kita dan memeluknya dengan sebenar. Mimpilah apa yang ingin kita mimpikan, pergilah ke mana-mana yang ingin kita tujui dan jadilah apa yang kita inginkan kerana kita hanya memiliki satu kehidupan dan satu peluang untuk melakukan semua perkara yang ingin kita lakukan."

It is a beautiful words rite?? I hope all of us can read it and understand what does it really means,because we can never know when is our time to go...Once we've gone, there is nothing we can do to change it anymore..and so we wont have to live with regrets...

*** I'm not beautiful, I don't have a great looks, I'm not that fair, I'm not rich, I don't have a great names.. I'm not perfect, but you perfected me in all the way I couldn't do myself. I wish I can have it all, but i can't because I have nothing at all. There's things that i regret, and there's things I glad it happened. Those things that I regret, I wish I can stop it.. But what should I do, I'm just a human being, and behind all that.. I'm just a loser....

p/s : Despite what have already happened. All the things I said before is nothing but the truth. And I will always hold on to it until one day, it is decided for me....

-loser's words-